Tuesday

New Zealand : The Final Chapter


Week 11  Glenorchy, The Routeburn Trek and going Home

February 5th 2012
I am in Glenorchy, a small town, if it can even be called that.  It is the last real outpost resembling a town before the Routeburn Trek trailhead. I will be doing the hike tomorrow, my final event of New Zealand.  My final event of my trip.  As if it all comes down to this, some otherwise unimportant mileage of dirt, rock and grass, to capture my final memories of my trip.  Here in Glenorchy there is little to do, little but walk in the sun, stare at the mountains and think.  The ride I received to this spot, one of my last to be sure, was unremarkable except for the view.  I honestly believe the short drive from Queenstown to here was the most beautiful I have seen yet, and that is saying something considering the miles I have ridden in someone’s car, half listening, half staring, as life and mountain views alike, passed by with graceful melancholy.   My driver on this trip? I’m not sure exactly.  I can say he was a man in the middle of his life, his wife sick with some cancer and he himself a professor at a University in that pile of rubble Christchurch, I had escaped not days before.  I wonder even now if I will remember him, or if I will need to call upon my words as they are written and piece together his significance in relation to the rest of my journey.   If nothing else I will know he existed because of the place where I am now, Glenorchy, one of the most beautiful places in the world.  Earlier I walked along the water’s edge and stopped to sit and stare, unsure when I will have this opportunity again.   Tomorrow will be a personal onslaught of determination as I make haste on the trail, eager to finish, eager to move on.  But for now I sit, taking in the beauty, eating some ice cream, and smiling.  For now I am patient and here I linger, if for only a little while longer.

February 7th 2012
Yesterday I began and completed the Routeburn Trek, a 32km hike through the northern stretches of the fiords of New Zealand.  Like other treks that I have done, this too is a so called ‘great walk’ of New Zealand.  To its credit the scenery was superb; the track began as a meandering path through the forest floor before climbing up along the ridges giving way to sights of surrounding mountain peaks erupting around you.  There were also the high priced huts for you to stay in if you so choose, with the average hiker taking a leisurely 3 day or normal 2 day approach to the track.  But I have seen a million mountains and taken a photo of each.  After having completed the Kepler Trek with such energy (and a decent time), I was determined to make the Routeburn a challenge.  My interest no longer lay in the expansive vistas but in the narrow and jagged path that lie between the Start and the Finish.  Originally I was going to allow myself 8 hours to complete it, but after arriving and recalculating I decided to set my aim for under 6 hours. 

Unlike some of the other tracks the Routeburn was not as smooth, with jutting rocks determined to repeatedly trip me as I foolishly tried to walk and look at the mountains simultaneously.  Even once I nearly stepped off into the abyss below as I slipped; narrowly avoiding my front teeth catching me on the rocks.  Like other tracks in the area, there are some runners who complete such trails in astounding times, with results that seem impossible as I listen to my breath gushing in and out of lungs, the noise only competing against the resounding thud of my heart as it pounds within my chest.  The silence of the mountains allows for my internal cacophony as I struggle up my path.  My breaks were minimal and brief; only two official stops were made.  At these times I would open my backpack and devour snacks before pressing on; pushing food into my mouth as if that were a race itself.  I had still packed way too much to make this a real speed test.  My bag contained a change of clothes, food for three and my computer (and depending on the time, 1.5 liters of water).  Boiled eggs, cans of tuna, bananas, snickers, granola bars, an orange, and carrots were my fuel.  Ignoring the song birds I instead opted for headphones and cranked up some music you might expect to hear at a cage fight or Hell’s Angels rally. 

By the time I reached my second stop, which was one of the huts, I had finished 95% of the uphill but still had nearly 12 km to go and only 1 hour 40 minutes remaining to complete it.  As I ate my Snickers and poured water more down my shirt than throat, a middle aged German couple sat nearby.  Maybe it was my crazed look or my inability to properly feed myself that caused the man to remark in broken English “You try to set record?”.   I half choked, half laughed and said “No”, the record holder would have finished nearly 2 hours ago.  I put on another pair of socks to reduce the ever increasing throb of the blister forming on my heel, cinched up my backpack as tight as I could and started to jog out the remainder.  I was not sure if I would make my time deadline but there seemed little reason not to try.

The last hut on the trail rests 3.4 km from the The Divide, the parking lot and end of it all.  I had 25 minutes left but my energy was waning.  To my dismay there was another hill; one I had neither accounted for nor desired.  It’s timing could not have been worse.  My pace slowed to a zig-zagging walk; if I stopped I would probably never move again.  Unaware if the hill was 10 feet or 1000, reaching the pinnacle had eaten up a precious 10 minutes.   Given the proximity of the parking lot this part of the trail began to swell with people; walkers out to complete the small section to the first hut no doubt, not expecting a sweaty red faced man with a bandana and headphones to come tripping around the corner.  Oh how many times did I mumble “hi” or “excuse me” through cracked lips, without knowing if they ever responded.  It didn’t matter.  I rounded the final bend and half stumbled into the parking lot in time to push STOP on my watch, which read,  5:59:12.  For whatever asinine reason I ever cared what the time was I was still happy to have completed it.  I celebrated with an orange, standing in the shade from a road sign and stood waiting for someone to pick me up.

February 8th 2012
El Fin

This is the end.  For practical purposes this will be the last entry in the final chapter of my saga.  I am on a bus now, heading from Queenstown to Christchurch airport where I will spend a night in the terminal before beginning my series of flights back to the USA.  Back home. 

I can’t help but remember the entry I wrote in Hong Kong as I rode the bus from the city to the airport.  At that time, like now, I feel most pensive, lost in my thoughts with nary the speed to capture them.  This trip, this journey, or whatever it can be called; it is finishing and I am spectrum of emotions. There is an unmistakable amount of excitement and joy in going back home for no other reason than to reunite with Sarah.  There is no denying the difficulty in being separated for such duration, relying on intermittent internet and the novelty of Skype to maintain our relationship.

But beyond that, beyond the gratification of seeing her, I am not sure how I feel.  If you were to ask me what it was I set out to do or accomplish while traveling my answer would never have been clear.  My intentions have been nebulous to me and yet there was rarely an uncertainty that I wanted to do it.  That I needed to do it.  Of that I am sure.  It was a combination of the clichéd expanding horizons, and immersion of cultures, and blindly groping my way beyond my comfort zones.  It also provided me with a good reason to force a change careers.  I am not sure what I will come back and do but I have been given some time to think about my options. 

Of the things that I have learned or the realizations that have manifested as I matured while traveling there is one that stands paramount; the pursuit and maintaining of happiness. 

Luckily for me I won’t actually be directly pursuing a job immediately upon reentrance.  There are plans to start a new chapter of travels in April or May, embarking this time with Sarah.  Should we choose a road trip tour of our own USA or fly down to South America for a few months has yet to be determined.  I’ll pick up where I left off whence that begins.  Until then though, this is goodbye.

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